Monday, May 17, 2010

I am SO incredible. Literally. Looking back on who I was compared to the fantastic, spiritual and loving girl I am now is crazy. The differences are huge. I see all the love and peace I have created for myself, and I can't help but constantly thank God for all I have been given. I am so grateful for what I have learned. The power of choice in my life is truly the only way for me to ensure my own happiness. I love that I can do want I want. All the time. And I can then choose how I feel about about it. I have become free and open and loving. All the limitations I felt on my love and joy were caused by my own fear in the end.

When I first realized that being vulnerable and honest didn't have to paralyze me with fear and that the more open and truthful I allowed myself to be the more power I had every aspect of my life changed. I had been giving all my power to fear and letting it stop me from choosing anything for myself. I can now say that I have the ability to honestly live without regrets. This notion is so tremendous and life altering for me. It brings only good feelings and experiences into my life.

The pure greatness and joy that I have found in my life is amplified infinitely by the fact that God is constantly giving me the power and love necessary to make the choices that will bring me the most happiness. He gives me all that I need and makes the actions of others insignificant to my happiness. I am so grateful for that knowledge. It truly ensures a constant choice for peace and joy. No matter the situation. It's up to me to which feelings I want. And I have found that being happy is so much better. How I ever thought differently is beyond me. I am so grateful for the choice.